Its been 3 years ago since I have my first boyfriend. I was happy enough but all of a sudden we broke up cause of some reasons. and jealousy is the number reason why I broke up with him :)
I am happy enough now, I think I am falling for someone, someone whom I didn't meet before. Someone who used to be perfect for me. He is one of a kind that I am looking for. But I am scared, I know that he loves other person that makes me feel jealous every time. Why is it like that? We do not have any connections, a serious connection that's why I guess I do not have to be serious about this thing.
I will look for someone better, someone who is the same with me.
someone who can love me , for what who I am and not for what I am.
I will look for a simple man, god-fearing and a man who would always feel contented having me and for what are this things that I can only give.
If this is love ? I'd rather chose to keep silent than to show how it feels , it feels like I'm hiding from someone that I really don't know :)
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