PILGRIMAGE AT REGINA RICA TANAY,RIZAL. AUG. 15 :))

To start my writing, I would like to start it first how I felt bad and I almost cry when I wasn't able to wake up early and left by my other mates. It was really bad because I slept 3 in the morning then woke up at 8 am, I thought I alarmed my phone but I dont know what happened :(
It was my very first time to take a bath within 2 minutes.
I put myself in a hurry ...
when I am inside the train I am just sitting comfortably because I thought I can make it. But all of a sudden, I was wrong...

I decided to go in Antipolo then follow them at Tanay, I dont even have cash in my wallet, I only have 50 pesos.. Where 50 pesos can bring me?
I dont know, I traveled alone without having the idea where to go because its my first time to go in Tanay. My teacher said " dont come , its far" ill bring you here next sunday"
and the I replied "no maam, I will go there, I WANT TO BE WITH THEM "
so I go
I am happy the moment I arrived at Regina Rica
I am very thankful because I am safe. although I am kinda hungry and feeling dizzy
I saw beautiful sceneries and mountains that looks pretty to my eyes.
I enjoyed everything especially the picture taking with my lovely blockmates! :)

FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME..

What must I say and how should I start? This day has been so memorable to me, Its my first time to ride by the jeepney by myself. Well I cant do anything , cause If I didn't ride by my own I wasn't able to go in the designated place that I want to visit or something. Its an experience for me cause I saw JM and Camille , kinda awkward right ? haha
I went to Sta. Cruz together with Camille, haha what an obnoxious for me since its my first time unlike riding with my parents. haha
I am tired enough I guess, sweating out and everything that I feel was very unusual. Maybe that was just a sign that I have to cope up with my new environment, I have to be alert, careful, and intelligent in the next level of my life that I am facing, oh what .. Im getting serious now? haha
Till then looking forward for whats next..
with what is going to happen , we will see and lets hope for the best and in GOD's will :)) AMEN!

JUNE I5 IS COMING :)

Bye Bye High School life and welcome to college life. Who would have thought that after having a very tiring and naughty life after 4 years, now we are going to move to the next level. wee
After facing life's with full of procrastination and everything
Finally, It all begun like this. What must I feel? Ah laaahhh nothing I guess, Since I am going to study far from my parents. I should have try to adopt from the new environment that I am going to enter lohhh... I'll try to study as much . Since I don't like to study my lessons at home. what a mess then getting high grades when I was in HS hha :) and lets see what will happen next. :)

Well, welcome and Im wishing for everything and its best :)
geaaaa yaaa god bless :)) <3

MAY 30, 2010

Its one of my happiest day in my life, it was actually my first to experience eating too much with my friends till I cant breathe cause of eating . lol. I went out together with my lovely brother and my two friend. It was very tiring and kinda sad cause Camille wasn't able to join us (she is in Manila) We visited karina's house first , then eat eat eat and talk talk talk again and again. We visited her cause we missed her s much:)
after that, rain falls down. the atmosphere . We proceed to jay's house. errr I had so much fun there although we were just for at that time. It feels like there will be no tomorrow hha but I wish that my other friends are there.
I called fatima and I talked to Ate Lovelyn. Im kinda shy with what she said about me, Its kinda disgusting though. I didn't take it seriously. :( Then it goes like that...
Until now I really feel full. What an amazing night :)

oh my WHO AM I.

Who am I? That the Lord of all the earth, Would care to know my name, Would care to feel my hurt. Who am I? That the bright and morning star, Would choose to light the way, For my ever wandering heart. Not because of who I am, But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done, But because of who you are. I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow, A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord, you catch me when I'm falling, And you've told me who I am. I am yours. I am yours. Who am I? That the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love And watch me rise again. Who am I? That the voice that calmed the sea, Would call out through the rain, And calm the storm in me. Not because of who I am, But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done, But because of who you are. I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow, A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord, you catch me when I'm falling, And you've told me who I am. I am yours. Not because of who I am, But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done, But because of who you are. I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow, A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord, you catch me when I'm falling, And you've told me who I am. I am yours. I am yours. I am yours. Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear I am yours.. I am yours..

POST WRITTEN IN FILIPINO LANGUAGE :)

unique ako. ayaw ko ng my katulad ! :D i am not perfect . because nobody is perfect. hha i am a simple person and i love it . i hate it when people criticized how I run my life ,i have my strength and weaknesses in life (of course, everybody does) but i love it when people judge me negatively especially when they are wrong .i dream big because i think positive. i don't like taking the risk bout the things that i really doubt. i love my friends (so much) they mean everything to me, i am awkward in the way i speak that's why i think some of my classmate hates me. but what can i do. just deal with me. i love making friends (my hobby dw?haha) i eat when im bored. i cried easily. im very sensitive. loquacious (but i know when to become serious) i move according to what my mind dictates and i seldom follow rules. i love to crank jokes. i love gossips but now i wanna stop it wkwkwk . i love badminton and volleyball. kapag ako kasama mo, never kang ma oop :) *i cant dance well* *i hate my complexion* *idl my name* *idl my figure* *idl my nose . although it functions well* *idl my height even if im tall enough* *i never learned how to swim* *idl eating milkfish* *fear bout turtles and snakes* *i gt jealous easily* *im not a pet lover* *i am hard to please* *im not understanding* *i prefer to be alone sometimes* *matured enough (sana)* *I HATE MATH BUT I LOVE FILIPINO SOCIAL STUDIES AND ENGLISH* I LOVE MY FRIENDS :) ♥ ADDITIONAL INFO: may problema ako sa FIRST IMPRESSION may mga FEEL ako may mga HINDI ako feel at wala akong pakealam kung saan ka man don. :) MABAIT ako generally speaking di ako NANANAKIT ng tao pero MASUNGIT ako minsan minsan lang naman yun :) MASAYAHIN ako minsan EMO din :) MADALDAL ako pag feel kita :) TAHIMIK ako pag di kita feel. ganun lang un hindi ako STUDIOUS pero ginagawa ko naman ang resposibilidad ng studyante :) marami akong FRIENDS pero di ko alam sa kanila kung sino ang TOTOO :( MAHIRAP akong mahalin pero MASARAP akong magmahal hindi ako RELIGIOUS 5-10 beses sa isang taon lang ako kung mag SIMBA pero hindi ibig sabihin non na MASAMA akong tao IYAKIN ako kasi SENSITIVE ako MAPILI ako sa PAGKAIN di ko na iisa isahin ung mga hindi ko kinakain kasi baka tamarin ka nang basahin. hate ko ung taong di makaintindi na MAPILI nga ako sa PAGKAIN PIKON ako ng sobra malakas akong mang asar pero pag ako na ang inasar di kita papansinin. evr MAPRIDE din ako gusto mong subukan? baka magsisi ka lang :) ang NEGA masyado ng info about me ah. ayaw ko kasing magpretend na mabait kung hindi naman talaga ako mabait di TULAD ng IBA JAN :) wahahaha peace basta Masaya ako KAUSAP :) HAHAHAHAHA :))

SO CLOSE.

Somethings are meant to be so close and yet they are bound to be beyond our reach :) Just like me, Ive got a lot of things that I want to have and to achieve, but still I have to strive hard for everything. I don't know why I have to do so , maybe regardless about the fact that I really have to do it :) That topic is just one of my aspirations and realizations in life. :) It actually shows how ironic my life is. It goes on and on even if it takes time and hardships about certain things :)

IF THIS IS LOVE..

Its been 3 years ago since I have my first boyfriend. I was happy enough but all of a sudden we broke up cause of some reasons. and jealousy is the number reason why I broke up with him :)

I am happy enough now, I think I am falling for someone, someone whom I didn't meet before. Someone who used to be perfect for me. He is one of a kind that I am looking for. But I am scared, I know that he loves other person that makes me feel jealous every time. Why is it like that? We do not have any connections, a serious connection that's why I guess I do not have to be serious about this thing.

I will look for someone better, someone who is the same with me.
someone who can love me , for what who I am and not for what I am.
I will look for a simple man, god-fearing and a man who would always feel contented having me and for what are this things that I can only give.
If this is love ? I'd rather chose to keep silent than to show how it feels , it feels like I'm hiding from someone that I really don't know :)

Goodbye High School Life :)

Its been four years , since I spend my very wonderful high school life. At first I was so afraid, confused about the life that I'll be going to face. Who knows what will happen next? Then it begun, Being a student is not an easy responsibility. you have to do this, and that. sometimes it's very tiring. Being ashamed because of my teachers. I myself can say that everything that happened and everything that I experienced during my high school life is very remarkable. I learned lots of lessons that I can apply in real life. I found and met my friends who became my siblings since I do no have it in real. And now, I graduated and say goodbye to my Dearest Alma Mater.. thanks for teaching me all the good values that will help me in my future life, lessons that i'll bring until I go to my new university. Maybe it was over but Ill never get tired of saying Thank You. Thank You to all my Dearest Teachers and to my Beloved Mount Carmel College. I'm proud to say that everything I have now, its all because all of you :)